fairitalianlady's Journal

Long day's journey into night.........
So yesterday was my big shoot with Star at her place in Pomona. Her place was absolutely disgusting as usual and everything took absolutely forever and her cat had thrown up everywhere but GODDAM did we get some great photos! I guess you have to expect the unexpected from people as obscenely brilliant as Star is--I just have to look past everything that bugs the hell out of me. Plus, she is a really great person too, I just can't understand HOW ANYONE could POSSIBLY be that MESSY! HOW?!?!? But again, the photos are fucking fierce as usual so what are you going to do? But I had to be a little bit of a bitch as this was an unpaid thing that had already gone TEN HOURS I suggested that I leave and would come back to model for my photo that she wanted to do tomorrow--my brain was pretty fried at that point and honestly, I wanted to see Mr G. She was ok with it but only AFTER I had put all this glittery weird makeup on. Mr G told me he wanted to pick me up but because of time probably couldn't but I said that was perfectly fine because I didn't know when my shoot would be ending. So I looked a little nuts going into the Derby that night with tear away pants, a casual velour sweatshirt top on, and glam rock makeup. But of course when Mr G saw me he went completely nuts and we had our usual intensely sexual fun of watching the girls dance and making all sorts of lewd suggestions to each other. And as it turns out I'm glad I wore my tear away pants that night--WOW. He always manages to get me completely riled up to a point of near insanity--plus today on the phone he called me a "passion vampire." How hot is that? Actually, he said A LOT more between last night and on the phone (twice now!) today but it's a little on the personal side. WOW, again.

I feel kind of run down right now and I'm worrying A LOT about my finances BUT I have some gigs coming up and it looks like things are starting to pick up again. As much as I HATE doing it, I'm going over my finances today with a fine tooth comb and figuring out just how financially fucked I actually am. But the work has picked up little by little again so I'm hopeful that this upcoming month will be a lot better.

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Fell In Love With a Girl by The White Stripes

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